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Friends only [10 Sep 2020|08:02pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | Two Beds and a Coffee Machine - Savage Garden ] This is a friends only Live Journal. There are some things in my personal life that I just don't want lurkers to know about. Also, I have a link to this journal on my myspace and former classmates know of it, and I don't want them reading what goes on in my personal life. That doesn't mean that every entry that I make on this journal will be friends only, however, the good stuff will be. =) If you're absolutely desperate to read and you're a former classmate, leave me a comment and I'll see what I can do. If you are an online friend or whatever, and have a live journal, just let me know and I'll add you because that's the way it works here. Just leave me a comment whatever. LEAVE SOME LOVE. speak ♥

[10 Sep 2020|07:47pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Freshmen - Verve Pipe ] Another page turned in my life, another live journal. Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end. This new beginning is the ending of my x-charisma-x journal. I'm sad to say goodbye to the old journal, but it's time to move on. I've grown a lot since my very first entry on x-charisma-x and I think it's time to move on to bigger and better things. I've moved all my entries from my old journal here, I have the exact same words, moods, times, and subjects. The only difference would be the colors and the mood images. Love you all! speak ♥

[22 Sep 2007|12:21pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | nothing ] Wow. It's been a long time since I've written anything in my journal. I don't know how long I will keep writing in this thing. I'd like to say that I'll keep writing in this thing, but it's hard when no one reads it, ya know. Well, what's the latest news? Alex left. He was adopted by two gay men from Blacksburg, VA. I don't miss him, really. Sometimes it gets boring, but really, I just don't miss him. I hope that someone new comes along, preferably a girl around 9-11. That would be really nice and then I would have someone. I've lost 20lbs since March. Well, I've stopped losing over the summer, but hopefully I'll get back on my workout soon. DDR and walking three miles a day really did it for me. I just need motivation to help get back on my feet. For a while, I thought that I was going to date Rodney or something, but it never happened and probably never will. I think that my weight loss motivation should be when I drop about 60lbs I'll feel better about myself, look better, and maybe just get some dates. I need to find some special person, but I don't know where to go or anything. So, this summer Cheryl got me in on working at the Family Nurturing Center and I really, really loved it. I loved working with those girls and all the kids. They were really special. It was supposed to start up again on Tuesday, but Linda (the woman in charge) said that she already had enough folks for the Tuesday night group and offered one in Bellevue, which is AWESOME. Best of all is that I might get paid, which might get my parents, preferrably my dad off my back. I neeeeeeeeeeeed to drive. I went to Myrtle Beach and Washington DC! The vacation was SUPER fun. I had fun in Myrtle Beach, it was a great place and everything, but the Washington DC took the cake. It was so amazing. I got to see all the memorials, and go to the Museum of Natural History. It was a BLAST. I would love to go to Gatlinburg, but I wouldn't mind going to Washington, DC, either. I think I'd like Gatlinburg first, and then DC over Spring Break or something. Once I get on the road, I want to take a roadtrip with my brother. I want to wait until he gets his drivers license though. We can save the money and everything. I'm just really hoping for a road trip. Hmm, what else is there to talk about? Nothing really, I guess. I can't think of anything. So laters. speak ♥

[21 Mar 2007|11:58pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | Gridiron Gang ] Where do I start off? Well, first off, I haven't written in here in a very long time. I've thought about it in the last couple of weeks but never got around to it. But I am doing it now and really don't have a clue why I am. I think because I am logging in to read Lindsay's journal and figure that I should kill birds with one stone: log in and read Lindsay's journal and post to my own at the same time. Grandma Doris is dead. I've told the story 38753845783475 times on Myspace and on the Outsiders board I post at and everything. And I am actually copying and pasting right now because I don't really want to type it all out. She fell Friday, March 2nd and broke her arm above the elbow. We went to see her on that Friday and she was laughing and everything. And we got to see her when she was at her best, so I will always be thankful for that. Anyway, she went to stay with Aunt Neva, everyone (well I did at least) thought she was having a reaction to pain medication. She went to wash off on Sunday morning since they had to call the squad to get her and she eventually got down because she was sick and Uncle David and Aunt Neva had to pull her out of the bathroom on a towel. When they got her to St. Luke's in Ft. Thomas, they figured out she was having a heart attack. The next Tuesday she had an angiogram and told us that she didn't have a heart attack. Blood work said she did though, so something was really strange. Well, they decided that they had to fix her on, so they got her ready to have the surgery. They had put her to sleep and positioned her to, and didn't even make an incision. She went into cardiac arrest. They kept her alive until Uncle Mark got there (everyone was there but him) and then they all got to tell her goodbye. I seen her laying in the casket. She is buried, she is dead, she is gone. But I still have a very hard time believing that I will never see her again. I still expect to go to her condo and run up the steps and see her holding the door with a smile on her face. She always did that, ya know. It's so hard to believe, yanno. All I can think of is when I seen her name on caller ID, I would answer the phone and stick it up to Nic's ear. I remember how I cried on the way home from the Christmas party because she had said something about college and it hurt my feelings. It's just hard to believe. Been having quite a few fights with dad recently and I feel very uneasy around him. Almost nervous. And I have been feeling kind of depressed as of late. I've decided that I am getting on the ball with weight loss. Except for today (I did terrible today) I have done pretty good working out and counting calories. We're hoping to go on vacation to the beach this summer and I want to lose weight, maybe even wear a two-piece or something. It would be so nice to be thin. I really hope that I can do it. I don't know what else to say. I will try to write more later. It's not like anyone reads this thing anyway. *sigh* I'll write later Love always, Julie speak ♥

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